coca.

YOU
are
GAY!!

there's really nothing going on in my life worth me updating about. but how many entries have i started this way?
i can't say i'm not hurt because i would be lying.
i hate how one person can take total control of your mind and thoughts. it's not fair. but life isn't fair either.
aren't i clever? i am. i really am.
the worst part is he knows how i feel, no actually the worst part is that he is in love with someone and that someone isn't me.
who am i though, to expect anything from a person i've known for no more than a couple weeks.
i am a weak person. i let myself go too fast, too easy.
why? i am not sure. just to get hurt. it's the most reasonable answer.
i should be asleep but i don't want to sleep. every minute i am asleep he is there, in my dreams.
every minute i am awake he is there, in my head.

gay

i want to be sincerely happy.

i will always be nothing but that person.

wow


cool

shut up ezekiel, i update more than you

and i know why that is.
it's because 99.9% of the time i think about the consequences of doing stupid shit before i do it.
which makes me not as fun or cool in your book.

i'm done with anything livejournal related for a while, a long long while.
i'll read your shit still and comment but i'm done posting.
haha i swear.

Fuck you. Fuck all of you. Every single one of you is FULL OF SHIT!
There's my update, shitheads.