coca.

YOU
are
GAY!!

there's really nothing going on in my life worth me updating about. but how many entries have i started this way?
i can't say i'm not hurt because i would be lying.
i hate how one person can take total control of your mind and thoughts. it's not fair. but life isn't fair either.
aren't i clever? i am. i really am.
the worst part is he knows how i feel, no actually the worst part is that he is in love with someone and that someone isn't me.
who am i though, to expect anything from a person i've known for no more than a couple weeks.
i am a weak person. i let myself go too fast, too easy.
why? i am not sure. just to get hurt. it's the most reasonable answer.
i should be asleep but i don't want to sleep. every minute i am asleep he is there, in my dreams.
every minute i am awake he is there, in my head.

gay

i want to be sincerely happy.

i will always be nothing but that person.

wow


cool

shut up ezekiel, i update more than you

and i know why that is.
it's because 99.9% of the time i think about the consequences of doing stupid shit before i do it.
which makes me not as fun or cool in your book.

i'm done with anything livejournal related for a while, a long long while.
i'll read your shit still and comment but i'm done posting.
haha i swear.

Fuck you. Fuck all of you. Every single one of you is FULL OF SHIT!
There's my update, shitheads.

i'm so drugged up right now it's not even funny.

i'm surrounded by idiots.